We Were Doing Great Together By
Brittany Ditch We started as good friends
I thought it was nice
You asked me out
I waited to answer
We were doing great together
I wanted to change for the better
Hugs were given
I felt warm in your arms
We were still friends
But in a different way
I liked you
You liked me
The truth was out there
That is what life was like
You grabbed my hand one night
I gave in & kept it that way
I thought I was in the right place
Feeling you were everything that lasted in dreams
I didn’t want to loose you
Not even for a day
I felt I was in a fairytale
While everyone knows they don’t exist
You looked me in the eyes
A future was definitely in site
Our parents went fishing
Everything was going so well
Within less then a week of going out
I thought Love was alive
I wasn’t afraid to talk about the past
Ex boyfriends filled it
You claimed you were nervous to kiss me
I understood why
You had told me you really, really liked me
I was falling for you at the same time
I wanted no mistakes
I thought none were made
Now all I need to do is be positive
Not wonder what went wrong
You wanted me to kiss you one night
I wanted & needed to wait until I was ready
I didn’t see you for an entire day
I saw you late at night the next day
I had missed you a lot
I had talked about you like you were gone for a long while
Our time away
Turned into old memories that made me happy
Like us riding bikes
Us holding hands
Like us looking into each others eyes
Us just being together
I kept a picture of you in my pocket
I made sure not to loose or forget it
I really did miss you
I didn’t want to ever loose you
Now I felt I have
You are my little sister’s ex
That was all just fine to me
You were everything I thought I would enjoy
I thought you were different
More patient
I thought you were perfect for me
Who knows right?
Right now as I look at you
I feel sad
Not happy
Just upset at how close I let myself get to you
I feel I have lost
I really hope I didn’t
Am I a little jealous?
I don’t know & hope not to be
The rushing of something so huge to me
Almost made old bad memories come back to life
I was strong this time to keep them away
At least for now
I thought for moments at a time
Ignoring you & everyone else
You claimed I was being mean
I don’t think I was
I needed time to think
Was I making a wrong decision?
I hope to find out soon
I hope it isn’t true
We need to work things out
Before they are to late
If you really do like me
Then patience is needed from you
I am not used to this whole dating thing
I regret some of the past
I feel I have lost you
I hope I have won & have a boyfriend that is still you
I don’t know much
I feel all weird
I hope that we can work things out
In a more positive manner
In a less stressful situation
With a more rewarding decision
I still love you
If you still like me
Lets not run away
Through the past week
I felt things for you like I did someone else
I cried when I felt I was loosing you both
I did love him;
I got my heart broken slowly back then
I know there’s a chance for you in my heart
Is there a chance for me in yours?
Lets not end things right away
Were still young
Lets have some fun
You know we can
Our lives aren’t over yet
You can bet on that
I am sorry for the way I have acted
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